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August '24


River pebble, you lie smooth

And firm, washed by currents of

Hot and cold.


I sweep my hand up and down

Your skin and memorise your

Swooping slopes.


I lower my lips along

your shadowy chest and down

to soft moss.


I take your face in my hands

And see your grey river eyes,

"When again...?"


Lublin - late summer, blooming, fresh breeze

we kiss in your room under the John Paul II calendar and Mary icon.

we have three hours left. what time is it? We have an hour, half, 15 minutes. left. 

see you sometime. maybe.

London - early autumn, bronzed, tinged, abundant, rich, soaked, full

we kiss in the Royal Academy, Royal Albert Hall, St. James' Park, National Gallery, Westminster, Houses of Parliament. In view of westminster tower. Kaffee und kuchen in V&A.

'If I'm not careful, I'm going to fall in love with you'.

see you in a week.

Riga - autumn

we kiss under the red traffic light waiting for it to turn green. leopard print sheets.

we kiss on the peat bog, dowsed in sun, 'i'm so in love with you'. kaffee und kuchen with Andris.

we get on a bus to Tartu, sleeping, reading, fingers entwined.

Tartu

we kiss in the kitchen with Molly the cat staring. mattress on floor, plants cover windowsill.

we kiss in the Estonian National Museum.

see you next week.

Krakow

we kiss in the rain under the horse chestnuts. new apartment, white echoing walls. piano comes in from the courtyard.

see you my love.

Poznan - late autumn

we kiss in the train to Gniezno. tiny airbnb. kaffee und kuchen (pistacchio sernik)

see you next year.

Krakow. Alone. - late thick autumn pear juice, cold rain, desolation, impatience, solitude, continuous trudging, gloom, heavy cloud

1/2 way through, after christmas, after new year, we're closer to the date, 7.5 weeks left, after exams, after my dad visits, after i get an estonian visa, after...

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